Oh God, why must my brain meats hurt so fiercely? Also, what's with the chronic neck, shoulder and back pain I've been experienceing lately? I'm almost finished with the semester, can we lay off on the pain for at least six more days?

What the hell did I do to my back? I just got home a little while ago and I sat down, checked my daily stuffs, stood back up and AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh my poor trapezius. I think I need to change my sleeping position.

In other amazing news, I went to Mitsuwa today. They had Re-Ments! But not good ones. ;_; They had the Sushi series, which isn’t very cute so I only bought one of them. There was also these “Lucky Dip” Hello Kitty purses. They looked pretty small on the box so I was hoping that they would be small enough for my doll (which still isn’t here yet!), but alas they are too big. To complete my shopping spree I also bought the Re-Ment Café Table, so my doll has somewhere to sit when she gets here. I plan on going back to Mitsuwa at least once a week so I don’t miss out on any new Re-Ments. I was really hoping they would have the Flirty Pink collection.

3:22 PM

Well I just spent more money. I bought liquid Sculpey, Super Glue, 4 bottles of paint, a box for my sewing thread and 5 skeins of thread. NO MORE! I did “need” the stuff.

Got up.

Took pain relievers.

Played Pokemons. Hatched my egg. It was a Happiny.

Tried to evolve Happiny into Chansey. Fail. I'm not sure how to do this. I shall attempt to do this again after this post.

Watched Frasier.

Played Neopets.

Washed dishes.

Studied.

Cleaned microwave.

Vacuumed floor.

Took shower.

Now I'm sitting here typing this piece of crap.

I am in pain.

Fun times.

Nnnyyyyyyyy, I’ve barely slept at all these last couple of days and it is driving me crazy. I haven’t been eating very much either and if I move my head too fast it still hurts like hell.

Sleeping wasn’t just difficult because I was sick, I also couldn’t stop worrying about our bills, paying tuition in the future, and a bunch of other stuff. Once I start worrying I can’t stop, and then I start to worry about things that I shouldn’t even be worrying about. It is a vicious evil cycle. I just wish that I could sleep, but I can’t and that makes me a saaaad panda. So I ended up watching the Simpson and Dragonball Z and getting all giggly and weird.

I really miss my boyfriend and I wish he was here but I guess it’s good he’s not because I might have kept him up for two nights in a row. Then I would have felt really guilty. But who knows, maybe if he was here, I would be able to sleep better.

I’m pretty sure that I would have been awake though because I think my kidney infection is back because my right side is hurts just like it did in the spring after my car accident. I don’t have an insurance card to see a doctor or anything so I’m doing my best not to let it develop too much. I had to go to Wal-Mart to get a hot water bottle and some over the counter medication to reduce the symptoms, and I’ve been taking plenty of Aleve.

The problem is that last time (and this time if I’m right about the kidney infection) the normal symptoms are so mild I can’t even tell there is something wrong with me until the infection becomes so strong that it begins to make my kidney hurt. And then I get a fever and become all bitchy.

Since it was about 3 and I hadn’t fallen asleep yet, I knew I wouldn’t be able to get up in time for my Philosophy class, and read that f-ing Bhagawhatever book, which sadly to say is the hardest, stupidest, and most boring book I’ve ever read. The teacher compared it to reading Dostoyevsky.

Yeah I don’t think so.

I like difficult books, but I swear the Bhagavadgita went too far, it was putting me to sleep.

Dostoyevsky wasn’t as hard as Kafka (which was boring by the way), or as difficult as Machiavelli’s The Prince (which was depressing because I know I’ll never rule my own country and no I didn’t finish the book.)

But how was I supposed to concentrate on a horrible book like the Bhagavadgita when Sex and The City was on? What we read was only a small section of a book that is much much larger. What we read was long enough. It took me an three hours to read 20 pages and write two summaries, so I had to make myself some damn iced cappuccino just so I could stay awake reading till 6 in the morning.

Then I left for school early this morning to print out my summaries, but I left just in time for the morning rush hour so I didn’t get here until about 8:20, which is the time I would have gotten here if I left at 8, which is annoying because I don’t know how that could be possible.

So anyways I get to Harper to print off my work and I couldn’t figure out how to do it. It didn’t matter anyways because I messed up saving my summary somewhere so I had half of another summary instead. Being as awesome as I am, I knew I could rewrite it in about 10 minutes so I decided I would have to email it again, just 10 minutes after class.

I get to class and it turns out that we are reviewing the entire book now, which is fine because I did read it. The teacher asks us if we have any questions about the book, but some girl asks if the essay exam has to be written in standard 5 paragraph essay form and for some reason I find this unbelievably funny. I’m laughing behind my cappuccino, and the teacher asks “Why are some people smirking about this?”

So was it just me who though it was a stupid question?

Anyways, you always get someone who asks these types of questions. Of course his answer was what I assumed it would be, the whole “write as much as you need to get your point across,” which is what he said, but he cleverly answered it by talking about going to 7-11 at 2:30 in the morning to buy condoms because Walgreens was closed.

Which I don’t think was true. Walgreens is not closed at 2:30 in the morning lol.

As amusing as it was in my “haha I haven’t had any sleep, so I think everything is incredibly funny even if it is mentally disturbing,” state of mind, it made me really uncomfortable to talk to him about handing in the rest of my summaries.

Even though I’m all grown up now (lol) and it shouldn’t bother me, I guess I sort of thought it was an inappropriate or creepy thing to be talking about (yeah, it was mostly creepy, he really got into it) Since I am a Super Saiyan (this morning at least), I push the creepiness out of my mind and ask him about the summaries.

He says "Don’t bother turning them in at this point."

KAAAAA MEEEEEH HAAAA MEEEEEEEEEH HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

I've been a spazz all morning too, but I know I did well on my psychology test, which he made into a quiz instead, which then turned out to be a group quiz.

My life is so dramatic I should see about getting my own OC type show, or look into buying some lighter fluid.