Grrr. I'm all emo right now and all I want to do is sleep. It's becoming harder to pull myself out of bed in the morning especially, when the only thing I have to look forward to is studying, and then failing despite of said studying. My last Biology test was horrible. I studied everything on the study guide, I had tons of crap memorized; I was like a walking majestic Biology Wizard. I got an F. Hurray. I don't know what to think anymore, I really really don't. I am retaking this class because I got a C last time, and for someone who wants to eventually get into Med-School, a C is really not good. I got a C last year because I didn't study because I was really unmotivated, and now this year I am studying (mostly out of fear) and I'm getting an F. How does that happen!?!?!?!? Conspiracy????? Probably.

Then my little brother had to taunt me by showing me YouTube clips of Silent Hill Homecoming. Now he is happily fighting these pants-less demony thingys with axes for heads and I'm watching reruns of That 70's Show. I probably won't get to fight pants-less demons until I go back to Iowa in January! JANUARY! I need to see my family and kitty cat now!